Mindless Rumbling

Passing thoughts are not in my control. These in turn are making me type things which any sane person would qualify as mindless rumbling of words. There are just too many things. While thoughts of the last week bring in sweet and old memories back to me, time and again, I have bigger things at hand, which can be ignored for the time being. I am jobless. Yeah!! but what bothers me more is that I haven't got to see a race in over a month and a half now. The first race is still a couple of months away. The winter is already taking a toll on me, so much so that if I got to trade places with God for even a few minutes, I am definitely going to 'delete' the winter season and may be have an extended spring season. Even the thought of that feels so good. My disaster with electronics seem to have a really long lasting relationship, for the Blackberry demands to be fed a generous amount of  alternating current twice a day. Even I can live on a single meal. Suddenly, I am reminded of my co passengers in my journey back to Delhi. How glad was I to be woken up to noises that revolved around the institution of marriage today. I surely did miss home, waking up to hear my parents talk about how my next door neighbors son is more obedient than me :P 

Suddenly I am reminded of few small things that have happened. Sure make me smile. I am reminded of all the fun that I had being accomplice to one of my friends trying to woo a lady. Long time. I have made good friends who I am very proud of. And I am still continuing to meet good people and wish I met them a little earlier. For the time is too less. 2012 is the year when everything ends. I really have a secret admiration for the prophecy of the Maya's. I would really love to live to see what goes wrong. South Africa is supposedly the place to be if at all you fancy your chances of survival. Well I would hopefully be earning by that time, but would rather go seek redemption by going to see the formula one race at Abu Dhabi. Ya may be get to drive a fancy car. I thought of getting married before the world comes to an end, but then.. its so much fun this way. All this probably being induced just because of the fact that I am listening to Chasing Cars. Suits me perfectly. 

I have absolutely no idea what has come up. Ah the track has changed to Fireflies. Perfect! I love this feeling of being with myself. This quiet disconnect. I am craving to do things that I love to do. I would give my life away. I feel like such an insomniac :D :D I'd like to make myself believe, that planet earth turns SLOWLY. Its hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I am asleep. Cause everything is never as it seems.